he is growing up

this picture was taking on my holiday at Tawangmangu. me, my brother and my mum was playing with "Bir Bintang" but just for our photo's property -_- absolutely we didn't drink it -_-.
OK, this is my brother named Yuristyo Dewantoro. I usually called him Boby. I gave his name by myself when I was child. How sweet -_-
when he was child, he had a bright skin, slim body and he looks so inyi minyi. but now he is growing up. he becomes a big black handsome guy :D
but sometimes it disturb me when I realize that he taller than me -____- why oh why.
he is growing up. he has a girlfriend. he will through national examination. he will become a senior hi school student.
and......... I'm afraid that he would be far from me -_-
but I know in the deep of his heart he loves me :p
we have a lot of similarity and differences, our face is like a twins -_- but we have a different skin. we have a different character. but we still love each other :3

the way you do

an adorable big smile

I wanna smiling like this! it was so adorable, wasn't it? not just a fake smile to show the happiness. but a real happiness. I believe that actually I'm a lucky one. But now I'm learning for grateful. It isn't wrong, right?
"barang siapa yang bersyukur kepada Allah, maka akan Dia akan menambahkan nikmat-Nya kepadamu". I believe it o:)

teenage dream

You think I'm pretty without any make-up on
You think I'm funny when I tell the punch line wrong
I know you get me, so I let my walls come down, down

Before you met me, I was a wreck
But things were kinda heavy, you brought me to life
Now every February you'll be my valentine, valentine

Let's go all the way tonight
No regrets, just love
We can dance until we die
You and I, we'll be young forever

You make me feel like I'm living a teenage dream
The way you turn me on, I can't sleep
Let's runaway and don't ever look back
Don't ever look back

My heart stops when you look at me
Just one touch, now baby I believe
This is real, so take a chance
And don't ever look back, don't ever look back

We drove to Cali and got drunk on the beach
Got a motel and built a floor out of sheets
I finally found you, my missing puzzle piece
I'm complete

Let's go all the way tonight
No regrets, just love
We can dance until we die
You and I, we'll be young forever

You make me feel like I'm living a teenage dream
The way you turn me on, I can't sleep
Let's runaway and don't ever look back
Don't ever look back

My heart stops when you look at me
Just one touch, now baby I believe
This is real, so take a chance
And don't ever look back, don't ever look back

I'ma get your heart racing in my skin-tight jeans
Be your teenage dream tonight
Let you put your hands on me in my skin-tight jeans
Be your teenage dream tonight

You make me feel like I'm living a teenage dream
The way you turn me on, I can't sleep
Let's runaway and don't ever look back
Don't ever look back

My heart stops when you look at me
Just one touch, now baby I believe
This is real, so take a chance
And don't ever look back, don't ever look back

I'ma get your heart racing in my skin-tight jeans
Be your teenage dream tonight
Let you put your hands on me in my skin-tight jeans
Be your teenage dream tonight

-Katty Perry-
(click to download the song)